I am reaching home at 10 plus after the night study.
When i reach home,my house tend to be dark because my family members have all slept.
I always have to work on the things myself because i have no one to depend on.
I iron my own clothes,make my own food.
I feel too independent for a kid like me.
I have to do things myself and even recently night study dinner i pay my own meals.
What i meant is that my mum never gave me extra pocket money.
Well she doesn't want to give what can i do.
I told her before i am eating out for dinner but she isn't giving me more.
And tell u guys something.
If i go to a poly i will have to take a loan from the bank.
WHAT THE FUCKING UNFAIR IS THIS?!
My brother is not using his chances well by not being serious in his studies.
While i have to lend money for my own studies.
Ah shit,i feel unfair although my mum always say she treat us three equally.
I use my own money to buy my phones while my brother happily lose his phones and always manage to get help from my mum or other relatives.
I always had to depend on myself.
Well good for me for have good friend and a rather good girlfriend.
I hope things would be better.
I really hate the idea for me being so young have to lend money from bank already.
In another words,i am paying my own school fees in future!
Sian.